Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ++

Reading Hazel's blog on friendship with God, i couldn't help but agree. Furthermore, the part about going through the motions struck me.

The definition of a backslider - someone who's walk with God is either at the standstill (not improving) or is declining (going further from God)

This means one thing: If you are not growing and increasing in communion with God, you are a backslider. I think we shouldn't lie to ourselves and just go through the motions of church, being nice to people, giving the right answers.

A life without conviction is like looking at the tastiest food in the universe, but not being able to taste it and see what it is really like.

Are you a backslider? i admit many times i am. Spiritually.

I feel this way about my studies though. Ever since i was in chemical engineering, despite all the hype, all the prestige, all the 'WOWs', i sincerely feel that i am living my university life without any passion.

I feel that because of that i am struggling to honour God, struggling to try and glorify him through my work. At the end of the day, i am often left dissatisfied, often feeling like a car ran over my head.

Well its good to post this at this point of time because i know not many people read my blog since it has been left stagnant. haha but hai~ i don't know..

I know that i am supposed to seek God more on this.. lets hope i hear clearly from him. 8:17 PM

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