Tuesday, August 30, 2005 ++
In the secret
In the quiet place
In the stillness
You are there
In the secret
In the quiet hour
I wait only for You
Cause, I want to know You more
I want to know You
I want to hear Your voice
I want to know You more
I want to touch You
I want to see Your face
I want to know You more
I am reaching for the highest goal
That I might receive the prize
Pressing onward
Pushing every hindrance aside
Out of my way
Cause, I want to know You more.
I want to know You
I want to hear Your voice
I want to know You more
I want to touch You
I want to see Your face
I want to know You more
My INTERNET IS FINALLY WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! hahax the starhub people said that my modem was spoilt and probably they have to send a technician to see wads the problem which would cost $51.30 and/or buy a new modem which would cost me at least $99.90. Guess what.. my mom prayed lor.. den today.. she SMS me.. "JOEL JOEL!! THE INTERNET IS WORKING!! AMAZING!! I PRAYED HARD ABT IT YESTERDAY"
hahax i dunno if you call it coincidence or.. miracle.. but.. i'll like to think the latter.. =D
Okie work(army) has been increasing tougher.. especially with the load of work i'm getting, the worst thing is, cuz my bosses know that i am capable to do the work, they push almost everything to me.. and man.. sigh.. actaully what really pisses me off is that my head for the department is such a slacker, he pushes 90% of his work to me then he goes off for a 3-4 hr break. Always playing with his Hp and talking to his gf.. i mean. understandable la.. but right now he hangs out with all those who love to slack and they are always having fun playing in the office. Abit unfair ba, but i guess that will be good training for me. When i think abt what Joyce has to go through, i think i'm better off, and its much better than being combat-fit.
Well i'm supposed to go for training at Sembawang camp form the 12th to the 27th of September, some storeman course, and the worst thing is that my weekends may be taken up by them oso! Grr.. well i have much to learn.. SOMETHINGS I CANT CHANGE, I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT. Maybe thats why people say that life is unfair. hrm..
Well next few photos show you how i de-stress.. in a unusual manner.. all cheoreographed by my dear mei =D
8:20 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005 ++
mmm.. wad a long week its been and its only ThursdaY! Oh wells.. this week i have been really busy.. for 2 days, i stayed back till 8 pm and 1 day till abt 7.15pm to help my boss do work.. sheesh.. finally today i can come back earlier.. =) Hahahax den today my bosses got F***** by the head.. den their mood ah............ like a thunderstorm sia... so scary k... so pray i know how to deal wit them the next few days..
Well on tuesday night i went to swensens then i saw a gal that looked like Charine (bestie stop drooling!!). Hahax Charine still prettier la.. oh for those who dunno who this gal is.. she was from cj when i was in j1.. when j2 she zhao go dunno where poly.. and thats the last time i saw her... hahahx hrmm... i just watched bleach 46.. wad a let down.. they talked about the history of the section 5 captain.. so.. no action.. bleahx... i wanna see Ichigo....BAN_KAI!!!!!!!
Hrm.. my house downstairs got this NOISY NOISY NOISY people doing some 7th month activities.. sian.. end at 10 only so there is no peace... GRR... yeah Tian En sent me an email abt this guy proclaiming to be the Christ.. ^*)$%($%(( BLOODY ANTI CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All take note k... *cools down* yeah..
Haahax now i've got quite lot of research to do.. on Singapore.. DANG.. where's cool and interesting? lolx alrightz just had my dinner.. i'm so full.. hrm ^_^
taking my leave @ 7.55p.m. 7:55 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005 ++
My BeLoVeD CeLL!! (The older ones all all missing!!!)hahax alrights thats one pic for u all.. yeah i haven't blogged for so long!! Cuz i thought my internet had some problems.. when all i had to do was to restart the computer.. lolx i juz watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.. its alright la.. but dunno why it got such good reviews.. =X i like willy wonka.. ahhahax hrm i dunno wad to blog about also.. nothing really exciting.. have been watching quite alot of anime.. cant wait for bleach to come out.. why does it have to be only an episode per week?? darn! lolx
okies.. i didnt go for judo.. =( Maybe next time la.. lolx cant wait for the week to end!
Time now is @ 4.17 p.m. 4:17 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 ++
Hrm.. yes thats the new anime series that i'm currently watching.. hahax its kinda funny, and the amazing thing abt it is that the director has placed many truths about how people feel during relationships, whether it is the longing for someone, or the influence that person has on you. Hahax its great for those who love human psychology! =)
Hrm right now i'm praying for a change of my attitude towards army. Think its better to have a much better attitude rather than to suffer.. lolx [yay i'm so happy that i typed all these so far without looking at the keyboard at all.. =)] hahas mm.. recently i have been feeling tired very easily, my mom thinks its cuz i hardly exercise at all! Thats true la.. which reminds me that i muz start to do so! Besides that, my apettite has increased!! Thats soooo not good!! haiyo!~!~~! Oh ya! My quiet time today was about dieting!! My my my.. the bible has some guildlines towards eating lei.. lolx.. amazing!! I'll tell you whether it works!! hahax
Well, this saturday's gonna be all on FOOD!! So i better watch my diet.. aww.. this means if i'm involved for BAY, i won't be able to go down for JUDO!! sigh.. haven got my green belt yet! lolx.. I would have been able to type this in 2 mins, but its taking me like 10 mins now.. darn.. good try though.. =X
I wanna be a history maker in this land.
I wanna be a speaker of truth to all mankind.
I wanna stand, I wanna run into your arms,
Into your arms again, into your arms!!
It's 9.34 p.m. 9:34 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005 ++
hahahax i juz came back from Auntie Ai Yen's hse.. wa.. her new hse is damn nice la!! *swoons* opk i'm not here to talk abt her hse la.. but i am greatly encouraged by her though.. a professor, she has very deep insights on the church(shld have much more, but thats wad we were chattign abt) and i'm rather amazed by her knowledge and her stand, although.. the manner she speaks is so cheem.. BOMBASTIC words.. lolx maybe my english is just BAD. well i think it is la.. gonna train and level uP!!
hrm aiyo have to stop here.. update some other time.. hahax gtg.. cya!! upload some photots of bay hte next time (:
Left @ 10.49 p.m. 10:49 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005 ++
Hrm i dun wanna complain abt my day. I'm already having 7 - 6. Camp's relatively near. I should be thankful. Hrmm... i wanna noe.. wads it like to live for God.. in army.
To sum up, I'm HUNGRY
-spiritually
-physically
-emotionally
What am i gonna do abt it?
hahahax well serene u definately cheered me uP! with ur.. hrm.. blurnesS? lolx
Logging off @ 7.44 p.m. 7:44 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 ++
Hrm i miss judo.
Its that simple.
So funny i somehow or other juz met judo ppl in 2 days
1) Met Vanessa.. on mrt.. hahax nice hair
2) met my maid and cheryl
3) Went to tpy Macs
4) Fiona msg me abt judo
Hrm is this a sign?? Hrm.. i wanna go back on the 20th.. but scared i break my back. Oh no..
ANyway the other day at camp i was so bored den i did air-uchikomi la.. check the angles etc.. den my officer saw me he couldn't stop laughing la.. damn.. after so long why i still addicteed?? Hrm maybe cuz i've fallen in LOVE wit Judo too much.. hai~ worse den cigarettes.. i never tried b4.. but.. even cigarettes.. ppl say wan quit v possible.. like today my officer make up his mind to stop.. looks like he's serious =)
Gotta buy my GREEN belt.. dounch wan sia suay in front of my maid.. bleahx
------------------------JUDO ASIDE-------------------
Okie today was SAF family.. was quite sian cuz had to go to marina bay.. but.. I LOVE IT! cuz... meet at 830... 1o30 book out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay.. went to watch THE ISLAND!! woohoo!! nice show.. great cars man.. i loved the flying motorbike.. hahax den i and timo(he had family day oso).. in the cinema.. want to piss but cant cuz too exciting.. the show's like 2hrs 20 mins long.. wa wad a great feat we did.. hahax ate OYSter mee Sua again.. YUm... =)
Trusting tmr will be good @ 7.55 p.m. 7:55 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 ++
RED.. think i'm seeign too much of it already.. today i took 156 to bishan(too bad the pretty gal not there =X) den the entire bus was red la!!! i went to j8.. den the cinema level was RED la!! red red red red.. really seeign red lorx.. hahax lame..
Anyways caught Wedding Crashers!!! WOOoHOOOo!!! Damn funny lor.. alot of sexual references but its funny.. 4/5 for sucha slick.. hahax the part at the dinner table was hilarious.. sry to those below 16.. u wun understand.. i smuggled abel inside.. lolx.. ok i dint la.. he juz walked in w/o gettign stopped =) kel ah kel.. see.. dua me den miss sucha good show =X
today i seem to bump into quite a few ppl.. getting my 6th sense back again.. muahahha thats gd thatts gd.. mm today my bestie forgot abt me.. think i'm gonna vanish liao~ " I'm sorry. Joel has vanished. Plesase try again later" HURHUR.. =X
Hrm many things i cant say.. not here i mean.. today also confirmed many things.. hahax things clearing up.. yeah thats gd oso =)
Well today has been a gd day reflectign back, daddy and mommy bought me clothes.. which i need despeerately.. thanks u MOM & DAD!! lolx
oh wow i'm chattign and blogginf.. so its been 1 hr 20 min since i started typing this post.. ahahx
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! 40 YRS OLD LIAO =)
Went to chat @ 12.20 a.m. 12:20 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005 ++
FeStIvAL Of PrAisE
7.30 pm
Indoor Stadium
4th August 2005 (5th and 6th oso have)
Who's going!! hahax well well some keen some not keen.. the question!! Will there be leader's Meeting tmr? Hrm.. lalallalaa NICK faster tell me.... lolx actually wanted meet momo tmr.. BUt momo NOT FREE AGAIN.. what to do.. lalala Saturday i realy dunno i goign town not.. hehez if i do i oso scared liao.. dun kill me k? hahax
I feel so stupid.. i was supposed to take Neurobion (Vitamin B) but i ended up taking Neogobion(Iron tablets).. DIAOZ!! gosh i am geting stupid lor.. haishx..
Ok guess my last few post made a handful of ppl msg me or mail me askign me wad happened and all.. well.. wad increased was fuel prices k.. hahax those who study econs noe wad i'm talkign about.. the rest juz ponder k? hahax
Yesterday evening.. went to Bethesda Bedok Tampanies for a talk on mentoring by Tim Almore. It was inspiriring but didnt really teach much la.. hahax oh well.. the problem was getting there.. I met Ivin at 630 and he drove la.. hahax in the end we got LOST!! ended up somewhere near the sea.. den so funny i hold the street directory and Ivin drive.. we tio middle finger once.. lolx den we went all the way to expo den hed down from there.. hahahx quite farnie larz
My hands smell of lime.. juz squeezed 50 of them..
Blink @ 7.28 p.m. 7:28 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 ++
now i have to make a HUGE decision...
my dad has one.. i have 1 too...
SIGh.. God help me...
Waiting for t man @12.20 a.m. 12:20 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005 ++
The prices went up 150%
Dun ask me how.. cuz i dunno oso 2:18 PM
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