Monday, January 31, 2005 ++
hrm been days sinced i blogged and showed my new bed sheet.. haha well everythings been rather funny, depends on how u look at things.. dun think i wanna complain la but got a few things i've been concerned(thinking) about...
1) Past becoming abit present..
2) Being discarded due to external circumstances
3) Upcoming tests of some sec 3 students
4) Lifeless urban existance
5) Discarded, forgotten, strained and left alone..........
Thankfully God's not like that.... =)
hrm okie dun wan to give too much away.. haha for those wondering why my face looks abit funny.. its cuz of judo on saturday, when i fought with my coach.. he tried to choke me that time pulled the gi across my face and my next.. lolx its not cuz i scratched and scratched till my skin's all o0uut!!
haha today i went to school half awake.. wa so sian.. despite having so many free periods, didnt enjoy myself.. so tonight better sleep.. hehez i'm bloging and watching tv.. so lost my train of thought. haha
Cant wait to go out on wednesday..
Went to count @ 7.27 p.m.
7:27 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005 ++
hey!! check out my new bed sheet.. haah its blue and has alot of hearts.. with "i love u" messages all over.. abit girly.. but i like it!! haha mom chose it for me =) Thanks u momma!!
okies i juz bathed.. reached home from school. Had a tiring day.. now gota become form teacher!! kaoz! dun like... hrm anywayz there's this guy in 3E1 called Joel Che.. he ah.. disgrace the name joel.. lolx hw can all wrong one.. phaor.. i almost died.. made me do jumping jacks today =) lolx 3E5 did a total of240 counts of 8 jumping jacks cuz they cannot remember wads the general formula (if u forgot, go do jumping jacks!!) muahaha!! hrm today gave 3N1 a test on a maths.. kewl.. only 6 get full marks.. such an wasy test sumore.. hai~ anywayz.. my opinion of 3E1 changed le.. they're quite fun to teach la.. cuz now they opened up to me so lessons always joking ard one.. =) haha oh ya the other day my HOD came to sit in during my lesson.. after that he was convincing me that i should become a teacher next time.. lolx funny..
Anyway from the 11th of feb onwards ah.. i might have to change class.. gonna teach sec 2 normal tech and acad science.. topic: SEXUAL REPRODUCTION... kewl those little filthy boys.. dunno whether i wanna take up that job.. so noisy little @^(#s haha cant use that word.. which baka bestie 1 taught me =X
hrm anywayz yesterday i was walking home with one of my students la.. den i saw these 3 super good-looking pl gals.. dunno why their hair not black and dint get caught.. haha den i told my student (sec 2) "chio rite?" Den ah.. he said.. "EEYER!! TEACHER Y U TALK ABT GALS ONE!! PUI PUI PUI!!!" haha guess i said that to the wrong person..
anywayz think i hafta try on my new shoes later.. go pei t-man.. think he's kinda bored.. lolx.. okies.. ta-da
Went to count @ 3.20 p.m.
3:20 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005 ++
*cries* ok in tears le.. i juz came back from the hairdresser.. kaoz.. at first he cut till so nice.. den i asked him to cut abit shorter cuz scaredt eh principal ask me cut again.. den ah mow my POOR back of my head looks so awful.. short hair.. yucks!!! its like soo bad........................... argh!!!! haven go army become ugly already.. argh!!!!!!!!!!! *sian*
hai~ anyways today my HOD called my while i was in the staff room.. den he ask me to cut my hair cuz principal walk pass my class that time realized my hair was too long.. sheesh.. today.. not a very good day i feel.. dunno why la.. but its just one of those days i guess.. hai~
anywayz my mom made pineapple tarts today.. so happy when i got home.. den i went to take a bite ah.. my TEETH almost shattered!~~!~ she left it in the oven for too long.. crap.. haha but the later batches were better.. she made my brownies too =) haha but dint turn out as i expected in to be.. haha nvm.. can try to perfect it.. hai~ ganbatte ne!
hrm haven got to try out my new shoes yet.. haha thinking of tmr la.. thats what i tell myself evryday but never got down to doing it.. hehez.. someday.. yeah.. someday.. =
Anyways Congrats B2!! haha got a job le.. =) dun mind the OL clothes k? haha.. ganbatte!
lalala think i go watch finish sho-kun's child best fren.. lolx.. hope i never mistaken the person to be sho-kun.. lolx
Went to count @ 7.05p.m.
7:05 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005 ++
hai~ i juz came back from driving school.. tio nagged by irritating 'comments' from who else but my dad.. thew whole journey.. and poor me almost exploded.. and lucky the car's windows are still in tact.. hahaha jk.. i decided to juz keep quiet.. let my blood boil for awhile only.. den when i got headache.. i juz asked told him its enuff... NOW.. lolx.. good thing i never shout.. wa.. driving ah.. v expensive sia... 1k plus.. eeks!!!
haha so that means.. i'll be SOOO busy during the next few months.. morning teach.. den afternoon go driving.... be so dead tired... den dad wans me to learn during wekends too.. wa lauz................................................
hrm looks like i'm not the only one with problems la.. ppl too.. hahaz but different interest spells a world of differences.. hehez.. wad to do? was remembered.. the only thing i should do!!
i tot abt it night and day,
dreamt of it, made me sway.
I asked wad i could do today,
said dunno a million times yesterday.
but i'm remembered by a gay..
all i haf to do is pray!~
gosh thats SOOO lame.. but.. haha nvm.. its true.. eh brother waching desperate housewifes..
lolx 16 yr old watching such shows..
Went to count @ 10.25 p.m.
10:25 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005 ++
haha juz got a new pair of asics shoes.. old one got hole le.. hehez the saleslady talk so much.. but rather interesting..
hrm got a call from my hod.. gonna work till 11th feb.. confirmed one.. hai gotta teach a and e maths till den.. lolx.. cant wait for chinese new year..
anyway in my long absence of non-blogging, i have been alright, haha been spurred on to do kwite alot of thinking.. and its good i feel. Haha so much to think abt.. and thoughts bring about so many questions, so many, w/o an answer i will noe, so i guess i'll have to live daily till i get the right opportunity to hear the answers to my questions.. lolx
"and so u knew right now, i'm left with even more questions. kinda hate this but not wad i should do.. makes life kinda......... interesting...... does it?" being optimistic..
"Is it juz gonna be a tempoary enjoyment?
Or did u really mean what u say?
I dun like this feeling, but it wun go away.
Never did i expect, to see this coming true,
My reaction, i dunno wad to do."
Went to count @ 9.25 p.m.
9:25 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005 ++
hrm.. juz came back from school.. haha wad a slack day.. but i like it.. only had 5 periods.. 1 period of pastoral care.. 3 A maths 1 E maths.. haha this teaacher's timetable abit screwed.. tmr got like 9 periods!! Anyway.. i dun like the smart class.. 3E1.. they're soo... not good to teach.. its the only class which cant have active participation.. 1st.. the arn't noisy by nature.. so get them to talk abit hard le.. den ask they understand.. they say yes.. ask them do question on board.. cannot do.. kaoz.. but i like 3N1.. talkative nature.. dey ask alot of questions.. but it makes them understand the concepts.. furthermore.. they actually all have a desire to learn.. only need more patience.. haha den ask them come board do.. can do k.. i oso surprised.. so thank God i have 3 periods of 3N1 today.. tmr diez!! 2 periods of 4N2.. talk crap.. i hate to go talk crap.. so waste time.. rather teach.. haha ok la i'll try my best.. "ganbare" to myself =X
hrm now gonna continue watching child best fren.. haha.. hungry me... maybe update my bloggie again ltr..
Went to count @ 3.05 p.m.
3:05 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005 ++
hrm second day of work today.. went smoothly.. thank u God.. haha now i'm teaching A.Maths and E.Maths, replacing over a teacher called Ms Kiang.. lolx.. get to teach the best sec 3 class(3E1) and and worst sec 3 express class(3E5) and the best sec 3 normal acad class(3N1) (academic wise).. haha now there's this thing called Valued education!! Think can guess its abt sharing values to students.. tio the sec 4 normal acad class.. was so scared they beat me up la.. 2 periods sumore.. haha ended up talking abt jc and army life to them haaha yeah.. army life is wad i hear from others lor.. =X lolx i oso had to mark the first assignment today from 3E1.. kewl.. they so careless la.. check ans oso check wrongly.. haha now i noe how teachers feel like.. lolx forgot to bring red pen sumore.. had to mark it in blue.. means tmr gotta re-mark with red! Hai~
haha tmr io only haf 5 periods to teach.. only 2 math periods.. sian. i love maths periods.. 1 pastoral care and another 2 periods of valued education with another class.. 4N2.. kewl.. ganster class.. can bid me farewell le.. haha that means i got alot of free periods la.. but oso sian.. nth much to do one.. better bring books to read.. lolx
Anyway i realized that now working le.. i dun haf much time for myself liddat. wake up so early.. sleep when i reach home to regain energy(talking the whole day ma, sometimes shouting).. den wake up dinner time le.. makan.. use comp for awhile.. gotta prepare abit of lesson.. den play for awhile.. sleep for next day le.. NO MORE LATE NIGHTS.. CANT SLEEP AT 5AM.. *cries* haha but its okie la.. guess gotta make some sacrifices.. abit sian.. cant talk to my frens that much.. miss them.. those frm church.. bestie too.. hai... ... ...
Anywayz i think have to cut my hair soon.. its getting abit irritating le.. haha cut on thursday i'll try.. now dunno next week got to teach not.. but i got my supply of black hair spray le =) lolx parents grumbling abt my hair being too ex to keep.. haha i dun care.. =X jk..
anyway.. i juz watched the first episode of child best friend.. the first episode so touching le.. dunno i can tahan all the episodes not.. lolx.. or i'll need a box of tissue too.. ('',)
Maple finally downloaded.. lolx
okies i dunno wad to say.. unexlpained feelings.. lolx
Went to count @ 8.35 p.m.
8:35 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005 ++
hrm.. i just woke up.. nono i dint sleep at like 8am or something.. haha i slept ard 3am.. den at 630 got call from my HOD!! Of cuz she ask me to do relief which i gladly accepted.. lolx.. so with 3.5hrs of sleep.. i went to school!! haha den went home le sooo tired i slept till.. now.. haha tmr got work again.. well this employment is tempoary.. for this week only.. haha dunno after this week still got not..
yeah today had 3 super fun classes.. den 1 irritating sic 1 class.. all the TAF ppl from rich families which spoil the kids.. hai~ haha nvm i shant complain.. lolx i gotta go buy spray le.. tada..
Went to count @ 7.30 p.m.
7:30 AM
Sunday, January 16, 2005 ++
Nanami~!!! hehez so Cute rite~!~~! KAWAII....
haha for those who dunno.. i've been watching the jap series HOTMAN.. really touching and heart-warming.. haha thanks B2 for lending me the vcd.. lolx
oo ya juz realized my hotmail is now 250MB~ woohoo.. aye aye yippe yippe aye~ haha the best thing.. i repaired my comp myself.. in my sianness i stumbled upon the spyware and using the wonderful Ad-ware personal software. i deleted it and now my dear comp is back to normal.. haha i'll probably be bored to death if its not okie by tmr..
hrm juz reached home from ben's hse.. Singapore won Indonesia 2-1.. so boring till i almost slept, except for indra's goal.. which had quality.. haha the aroogance of the commentators.. so pro-Singapore i cant stand it!! During only 40mins of the match.. singpore leading 2-0.. den the ass said.. "i think we should start with the prize giving ceremony already.. the cup is definately in ou hands.." wa kewl.. arrogance.. i mean.. give indonesai some face la.. thrashing them le.. 55000 fans.. like onli a few indonesian fans.. den still let in simple goals.. 2 man fool singapore defence of 7 men.. hai~ lose face.. okok enuff complaining from me.
hrm anyway today played ard.. wanted to go steamboat.. Jap steamboat at Orchad shopping centre.. only 15bucks after 10pm.. 29 b4 that.. then in the end.. KEL cant come... so no supper for me.. oh well.. had alot of CHIPS though.. hope i dun fall sick!
hrm okok tired me gotta go running.. think i'm puting on weight.. anyway.. SAT judo rox.. finally threw Gerald ippon.. guess wad throw!! Toemonagae!!!! WOOHOO!!~~ 150kg flying in the air.. lolx.. looks like akido helps tons!!!! lalala but gotta improve more.. uchimata not sharp le.. ok la why am i saying all these!! cheez.. i muz be too tired better zhao b4 ppl kill me!
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1:40 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 ++
ahhah
yay it finally works.. thanks PInkY!! lolz teach your baka bestie.. lolz =)
hey everyone.. not taggeed for some time.. but thats cuz i haf been out alot at night.. haha day sleep lor.. become owl le.. den todat ah i slept at 5am. 7am the phone rang.. its HOD ask me do relief.. so now i gotta sleep earlier le.. else ah.. can forget abt working.. haha
hrm donch wanna say much either.. lazy to.. but i went for judo trng on tuesday la.. resulting in aches all over.. after being out of action for 6months.. first trng already got physical.. 100 standatrd push-ups.. aand 50 diving push-ups.. if u dunno.. 1 diving pushup = 3plus standard pushups.. yupz.. so technically.. thats 250 push-ups lor.. ahha den my left back is so suan again. thinking of going for accupuncture.. cuz my rigght back okie le cuz i went for it.. lolz anywayz justinian and peng peh (my coaches) want me go back for trng to do some new type of trng with the sec 4 and jc ppl.. but haha got bay la so dunno how to reject him lor..
anyways.. tmr shld be black hair and cut hair for Mr Joel Ang.. cuz he sian of worrying abt spraying his hair.. lolz see if kenneth got space not.. so costly.. sian 1/2 liao.. black hair.. Haiz~
yupz
Went to count @ 10.45p.m.
10:45 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005 ++
yay!! ahah think the title says it all.. haha thanks to Timo!! whee~~
okok anyway havent blogged for a few days la but its cuz not not nice things i dun really wanna write down.. lolz.. haven been feeling abit sian lately ( only someones knoes y) shh.. but feeling beetter le.. haha yupz anyway Singapore won Indonesia 3-1.. still dunno how come.. haha 2 goals so tyco one.. but nvm la.. hope S'pore dun screw up in the secong leg.. lolz
yupz to all my close frens and bestie.. *does a monkey dance*.. thanks for everything.. lolz.. yupz juz thought i'd say that =)
Short post.. but nvm.. gonna find fooooooddd... *growls*
Went to count @ 8p.m.
8:00 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005 ++
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pissed.. why muz this happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today started so well.. gonna get the relief teaching job in feb.. den all went wel.. badminton.. had abit of fun.. den came home.. having diinner stanley tan called me.. ask me start to relief mrs olsen tmr till friday!! i like how happy sia.. den i rushed to dye my hair to dark brown.. turned out to be quite okay la though its not as nice as b4.. 2.5hrs wasteed dyeing it.. 50bucks sumore.. den got home decided to blog abt wad a good day it is.. den i just got a phone call from stanley tan.. and guess wad! the HOD for english and relief teaching.. dosent want to hire any relief teachers!!!!!!!! WTH!! i mean its definately not stanley tan's fault lor.. he really wanted me to go teach with him den the HOD juz called him say cannot employ.. SIAN1/2 x 99999999!!!!!
so yup.. wad a spoiler!! sian!!!!!!!
Good grief! hai hope the february one is still on la.. hrm but i'll see wad God has in store for me through this la.. blessing in disguise? hrm.. no idea!!!!!!!!!!
no mood for anything right now.. dunno how to feel oso
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lalalallalala... haha cant sleep le.. onlhy haf 6 hrs of sleep when i got a phone call.. some familiar voice on the phone.. turned out to be Jean Koh!! haha HoD of science at st.gabs.. lolz finally told me they needed me for relief teaching cuz some guys's gonna retire.. something liddat.. haha thanks Mr retireee!! hrm that'll be in feb3/4 onwards la.. in the meantime may have to relief some class cuz the teacher's going for long term mc.. hehez.. getting sick is not that bad! There are positive externalities u noe.. haha
OK now comes the hard part.. 1)Hafta cut my hair shorter. 2) Colour it black or something.. gonna see if they have anything less than black.. lolz hope kenneth's resourceful enuff!
haha okok LASTLY.. which is the most impt.. THANKS TO GOD!! haha praying is the first part.. LISTENING is the second!! hrm.. thats why i turned down the previous job offer.. lolz............ he provides!!
ok i'll go zonk out again
Went to count @ 10.15 am
10:15 AM
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ello fellow humans.. haha alright i'm going abiit crazy. cuz of the long days i've had.. so FUN but also tiring cuz hardly slepy.. lolz lemme start on friday.. NEW YEAR!! woohoo.. had lotsa fun at kel's place.. played truth or dare oso.. haha poor sze wei... t man stop blushing!!!!!!!!!! hrm too bad kel dint kenna any dare.. lolz anyways not suposed to say wad the truths or dares were..ltr ppl come and kill me.. hrm so after kel's place ah.. gabs and t man and ben cheok came to my place to stay.. cuz michael say gotta go hgome sleep for retreat the next day.. sian 1/2
haha but stayover turned out to me so cooL!!!!! hhahahhaha cuz we all lying down on the mattress den ah t man started talking abt him getting pinned by his fren.. so OF CUZ it got me into judo mood la.. haha they i went to arm lock him while gabs watched in thick anticipation.. lolz den tman so fast tio le den he not happy he attack gabs.. who overpower him but dunno wad to do la.. haha this is where i come in!! i used t man as tori(opponent for demonstration).. he's a good tori la!! cuz he struggle away.. dun let me demonstrate. so i can make full use of the opportunity to demonstrate real life one.. den gabs learn lor..WA NOW SO ANTI-CLIMAX!! teach le expect them to go try it out ah. they juz lay there la!! kaoz how can sia!! treat me liddat.. haha then i push t man over to gabs.. den they see my rxn ah started laughing so loudly k.. Bleach...... haha den gabs and t man 1 on one with me.. lolz gabs strong la.. keep turning away and cant choke him.. darn.. haha.. so i use trick to win!! roll over arm lock! yay!! haha made me so sweaty den i went to bathe.. after that... i so hao xin help them take blanket everything ah.. den t man ask go see the blanket cuz got sumthing there den ah.. both of them suddwen jump at me try armlock me.. haha... buddennnnnn.. FFAAAIIILLLLLL!!!!!!!! muahahhahaa ( ok sorry to those who arn't interested at all) and for those wondering wad happened to ben cheok all this while.. he's fast asleep.. haha
next day.. went for retreat den had some good experiences and other times rather bored la.. haha shant dwell n it.. after that play bball.. haha learnt how to.. shucks forgot wads that call.. centre move one.. Ivin taught me! thanks! yupz so next day church and all.. went to see gabs make spects.. lolz cant waut to see him w/o hair.. den went twin's hse play x box. halo 2 and fifa 2005.. den after that faster zhao go class bbq.. lolz lalalalallalalaa -censored- haha den go play pool!!!! lolz mike went too.. v funny leh that night. suddenly can play rather well.. considering how i played at AMK wif those magic wands! hehe den after that went for teachew mui and makan and talked abt ALOT of stuff.. cuz feeling abit sian for some reason.. haha enjoyed myself la.
haha so i slept at 6.. den today woke up at 2..sian leh.. only 8hrs den rush to catch MEET THE FOCKERS!!! haha hilarious!! 4/5! hrm i think it shld be NC16 la got topics abt sex so often.. haha yeah shld go catch it!! The doggy and the kid's sooooooo cute!! lolz.. arseeee-ooooooo =X (those who watched it noe wad i mean) den went to play world combat.. today ah die so fast.. shiiiit.. muz be too tired!! lolz now guess u all noe why its... "ache and yawns... *yawn* zzzz" my back hurts abit after bball.. hang too long in the air le..
hrm ok la now i guess i'm not so sian le.. so many things to take my mind off.. haha pinky i wun be so sian le.. try k.. lolz =)
Went to count @ 12.35 am
1:35 AM
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