Sunday, February 20, 2005 ++

Argh.. its already 10 plus.. hafta faster blog den go sleep.. haha ppl may not understand wad i'm saying.. but since its my blog.. i'll juz put some tots into gibberish english..

I had alot to say.. watched that movie (see title) for dtc class today.. great show.. great cuz i could really see myself in that situations.. got me thinking.. alot.................
Hrm.. communication.. perserverence.. anger.. regret.. envy.. humbleness.. tears.. sorrow.. the fact is.. we are the ones who cuz us to get into these kinda troubles.. but it juz shows that we're human. These are the scenes i remember most..
There's this scence whereby ben(bruce willis) goes to apologise to Michelle Pfieffer (forgot her name in the show) at her house and.. he sees another guy there after he blurts out his apology due to memories and lashes of anger.. talk about sincerity having a door slammed in your face..
The result.. what i expected.. beyond sorrow: Refrain from contact, hide in a corner, tell yourself there is nothing i can do already. Hope is lost.
Next, the scenes whereby there is a strange awkwardness whenever both the couple sit in the car. My thoughts.. [there's so much i wanna say, but no words can come out. I dunno where to start.. ] Why is this like that??? The psycology of the human mind? Furthermore.. all fun/normal comfortable conversations cease to take place.. ALL thats on their minds are either how to resolve this or "i'm still angry".. Talk abt familarity.
Most of the time we stare into blank space wondering why that has occured.. and think IF the other person wasn't like this or IF the person wasn't like that.. it would have been so good.. etc.. But i'm beginning to realise the importance of that.. although blinded and thinking that we are always right.. We truely see wad has went wrong and the fact is that we have to deal with the crux.. being nice or shallow wun help at all.. perhaps tempoarily.. which sadly is shorter than SHorT.
However.. there's communication (still on the movie) which i felt was the key.. the blurt after the hold.. like a dam being released to the sweetest replay of honeymoon. All this is possible because of hope. Dont we all as humans hope all the time.. Even if we did badly in exams.. we say.. if only we studied harder and imagine getting good results.. why?! because we still hope for the good. Ultimately.. hope is what we hang on to.. and its so darn impt isn't it? hrm..
Many people tell me that its after that 1 HUGE fight that things get much better.. i've seen it so many times and the thesis is correct.. BUT.. many do fail because of that same HUGE fight.. why the difference between the two results?? Character? Forgiveness?? I need more wisdom on this..

haha okie guess all my other thoughts shouldnt be written here.. i've had an interesting week thought.. highlights include Shabu-Shabu.. yUM~~~~ Pauline's house warming.. great laksa!! Judo on thursday (except for the part where my face was dragged on the tatami).. Leader's meeting where we shared thoughts abt each other.. tuition at amk library.. church!! yupz.. i have sooooo much to say for each one of them.. but its geting soo late le.. haha TIAN EN!! Send me those photos at shabu~ k? haha more sake next rnd!!

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Went to count @ 10.35 p.m.
10:35 PM

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